fair?

Today was interesting.. to make the story short. I get up to go to work get in the red T and totally obliterate 2 mailboxes...ya they were under my car out of the ground. AMAZING. ya my dad comes out blah blah i still gotta go to work. At work my boss with the mullet (dan the man) walks pass me punches a wall and says "OH shit i just hit a mail box" what a man what a man. he totally made my day. When i got home my dad takes me shopping for the rest of the day? ya.. buys me a bunch of stuff cause he saw my crying..how sweet. really it was just the dumbest thing ever and he felt liek shit too. i love him. tonight i didnt get to see ASHLAY totall bummer, but i did get to say bye to steve which was great. ill miss him... BUT lizzie is coming back tomorrow AND the next week we go away ..WOOHOOO.

so is it fair? hell no.. but who the fuck cares?  i love my dad and i did feel like shit. Mike baughman sorry for fucking up ur mail box.

oh for you who need to grow up. do it fast or youll just be more miserable. and guess what?  i dont care what you think or how you feel anymore.

this summer really is gone. this weekened i go back to the mommys house and begin the end of my vacation. on wednesday i enroll at north. yes im going to norht. this next week steve leaves lizzie comes back!<3 and i work pretty much. the next week WERE GOING UP NORTH woohoo how hot is that?! haha ending the summer with my <3bestys<3. no one is better trust me i've looked. getting somethings added 2 me.. you'll have to wait n see. then its back to school, i wonder if its gonna be wierd. i doubt it though cause everyone is cool and i know em so w/e. im excited! yay!!! ok im done.

pros

liz, ash, lyss, everone i just love being around now

cons

i miss the G's and the beach:(

mandaaaaaaaa

real quick update.
 
I miss you guys<3<3<3 AND

HOW HOT IS ASHLEY KAPLOE!?!?!

Well yesterday was fun stuff. I woke up at like 1 cause everyone kept calling for no reason just to see if i was awake.. thanks?.. Then when i finally get up my dad calls and asks if i have eating "are you gonna eat? what will you eat? theres lots there please eat!" then i see a note from my step mom listing a bunch of food we have in the house and at the end it says eat eat eat! wtf? iwas like i deff have fat kid syndrome..dont worry bout me eating! Around 230ish i went up to woodbrooke to sneak in with alyssa. and if you know us..we suck at it..lOL kevins always there so when we see him go to the snack bar we literally run in to the office i sign in as myself but with another # and we run through the place.haha wow were just too funny. then we see kevin and dart the other way "wow were rebels" haha i love you lyss! so then lizzie ends up coming up fully clothed and looking cute. She then pays me a dollar to jump off the diving board (good money) and alyssa liz and i leave to go to lysssys. SOO we get there and of course we pop popcorn, bring out the oreos, lemonade, pretzels, chips, ahah everything and last but not least JENGA!. oh wow. may i just say i am the best at jenga? cause i am. lol.So then we all split our ways and went home to shower.
Around 730 steve and rob pick me up and we meet up with lizzie and ashley and alyssa at robs house. Then matt and phil and then Joe. We decide to go to the hookah bar and matt and phil are too cool of course so they leave somewhere else. When we get there we meet up with Laura Ann who i ADORE! shes soo friken cute! i love her. we looked out for eachother at the hookah bar haha. Alyssa was a mad photographer haha she got some crazy footage of us that day. Steve and i left to go get phil matt and lindsay cause they are trouble makers but we made it back in time to finish the already dead hookah. When we went back to matts alyssa ash and i left cause lizzie had weird parent things goin on...?ya i donno? SO ash and i snuck into lizzies house haha made koolaid and pizza rolls and watched cop and a half! fell asleep on the couches and had a great night!!! fun times! TONIGHT IM GOING TO THE TIGERS GAME AND I HAVE A SUITE CAUSE LIZZIE IS THE SHIZZIT!and i love her daddy!!heeh
JENGA!!!

MICHIGAN

im in michigan now and its been 1 week since i left. I really miss the G and kim and the guys. And here theres a lot thats happend that i didnt' accepect. But i like it. i guess. My dads a nazi and i pretty much dont like him. And my moms so insecure that i leave her alone for like 1 day and she flips.

Guys- dont ask. ever. just dont.

Girls- great theyre normal again i think. Some are A LOT more bitchy you know who you are and i love you. some are more mellow and some are still crazy and thats what makes you guys you.

But i dont know whats gonna happen anymore..we'll wait n see.

MANDY

you cant save me you cant change me everythings my fault.

So im back to my normalness of messing everything up..

summers gay. cold stones good tho. my girls make me happy. i miss my tim. and all my boys. and esp my girls.      i have changed my life song from "i touch myself" to "save me" its more fitting at the moment but no worries it will return to "i touch myself" by the DIVINYLS july 8.hah. i havent gotten drunk or done anything in a while and i have to say i dont see anything more clearly and im not having more fun. im hoping i can go saturday/tomorrow cause that would make everything so much better.. you girls and the beach always do..even if it rains and we hydroplane into a restuarante. mono sucks but i've been reading up on it and looks like ill b 100% perfect soon. so that means getting rid of my chain<3 ha.. only one knows.

i went to heaven but couldnt get in for what i have done.